She stares off in the distance the eyes of the past stare back
Share facts manic addictions get mixed with a fair mass
Of action manifesting depression but she can't declare that
The airs flat mad agression wishing "where's my other layer at?"
The anger wraps itself around her thoughts just like a vice grip
She likes it though cuz she knows it's something that she can ride with
Reply to the lion heigness with utter complete compliance
Fragile alliance defiance might be met with an act of violence
Time in silence without eyelids able to squint or wink a peep of sleep
Beneath a heep of unintentional things she didn't mean to speak
Heart beat is weak but unconventional means could seed the tree
Believe in he Nope run and exit and leave and flee the scene to be in dreams
Cuz all the shit and said and done was really cool at first
He said she was ahead of one and she became his universe
With all the love they shared she really though that they could rule the Earth
It wasn't true it hurst he proved his worth to be a student jerk

She loved him She wanted him to know she wants him
She loved him But once all the other stuff comes in
She loves him But doesn't wanna dump corruption
She loves him but wonders what if it doesn't mean nothin

In her heart of hearts she knows he loves her and she tries
To move on but it's hard to start when all she wants to do is die
Fade into the ardent darks of her soul and her mind
Instead of crying her time aint spent trying to define or find why
And where did it spoil and how did it go bad
Somehow it got shrouded and foiled it makes the girl so mad
Accoding to her he aint loyal only out for his own man
But that aint true he wont stand for no crap and she knows that
The past they shared and all the memories made
The passions flare affections energy waves
The massive care that she has never seen gained
Claimed or obtained tenderly a-mazing cleverly plain
The mole under her left breast her butterfly tatoo
The feel of his flexed chest sexy and he's damn cute
With him had the best sex sensual abstract moves
Makin love their flesh pressed a feeling that's brand new

She lays awake to reminiss about his loving tender kiss
His extra special sentamates an oddly awkward fetishes
Rembering their effortless essences that blend and twist
She'd get him pissed and then dismiss her part because she holds no penatence
In her hands and she stand for what she believes in
Can expand an single strand or command a whole frequency
Understanding the sham that every man has his demons
But yet this convenience leaves her changing the same as the seasons
In need of his comfort her body aches for his touch
A taste of her loves ushering she appreciated and trusts
Patient and just uncovering the ace in her flush
A love that ancient as dust awaits as the days turn to months
She aint givin up stayin tough and she'll be strong til the end
So she keeps facin the front without her commerad and friends
She feels no shame of disgust even when honor is dead
He wants the same as she does but when the offer extends she says

She loves him And she wants him to know she wants him
She loves him But once all the other stuff comes in
She loves him But she did all and he did nothin
She loves him But because of a hunch she doesn't trust him